Can you believe it??

Can you believe it?….
My parent in law cant even afford to give me “ Si Di Jin”
The “ Si Di Jin” will be given by my hubby from his own pocket money..
I thought that “Si Di Jin” is and must be given by parent in law to show appreciation or welcome gesture to their daughter in law!!!
My GOD!
Why do I have such parent in law??????????????????
I argue with my hubby over this.
I guess I really hate my parent in law.
Right from the beginning, they didn’t provide what a parent should give to their children.
As a result, my hubby suffers from permanent loss of sight in one eye.
Then when my hubby is in his teenage life, his father gamble and lost heavily and incur debts.
And subsequently, a lot of things happen.
I really wish to take my hubby away from their hands and take good care of him.
Hope my parent in law will stay away from me, from him.

What have i done wrong to deserve such parent in law?

What have I done wrong to deserve such parent in law??
Thye are not going to fork out money for my Si Di Jin…
Now they come and tell me (indirectly I know from joseph), they are not going to give the Pin Jin (Ang Bao money) also!!!!!!!!!
What the #$$%&^$#!!!
Dun tell me after so many years of working, they dun even have a few thousand of saving?!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Bxxxx hell!!!
Aaaaaarrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

He propose to me tonight...

He propose to me tonight... :)
Here are some of the photos..
Details of the proposal shall be kept as a secret between me and him..
So sweet of him :)
Love you, bao bao.
I cant post the photos up here....
Pls see friendster..
haha

i saw shooting star last evening!!!

I saw "liu xin" last evening when i had my dinner with my buddies and hubby at pasir park!
Such a beautiful scene, but nice thing dun last long...it was just a mere 5 second pic... but i think i am lucky as not much people see shooting star before :):)
My buddies were all chatting when i happen to lift up my head to look into the sky..
Then suddenly the shooting start happen and disappear into the thin air...
The star was like..a orangish reddish star...
Very nice:)
After i saw it... i was thinking to myself if that is really a shooting star...
I told my hubby abt this after abt 10min... haha
Then he asked me if i got make a wish..
I said i am not sure if that is a shooting star or not...haha
Anyway, nice to see a shooting star..

Bloody Hell!

(Time: 510pm)
WTF to end the lunar chinese new yr today (04.03.07)!
It all begins with my big family reuion dinner at my ah ma house this evening.
My jie's bf and my bf was invited to this dinner.
At around 510pm, jie went to pick her bf up and i ask her if she could also pick joseph up since it is on the way ( from hougang to bishan to yishun)..
Of course, my jie being a nice gal, agreed.
We went to pick joseph up and just abt to drive out from bishan (bishan st 23), a car from behind bang us when we stop at the zebra crossing!
This is not the main part...
(Time:940pm)
The main part is when my jie's bf come and question me how come my jie is at bishan...
Dun u find it strange when her BF didnt question her, and he come and question me??!!
Being polite, i asnwer him that she went to pick up my bf and then go pick him up..
Guess what, he sms me 3 TIMES!, it's 3 times why my jie is at bishan...
I sms him, and tell him i already replied him!
Guess what is his reply next....
His reply is : Ask ur bf to call me!
WTF!
What does he means by asking MY BF to call HIM??
Is this supposed to be a threat??!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I sms him back, telling him if he is not happy, tell it straight into my face!
BLOODY HELL!!
Fuxxking Angry!
Another nice part come along...
(Time: 1030pm)
My jie's bf came back with my jie, and the funny part is... : He didnt come up with my jie!!
I was getting all prepared and ready to question him! I mean, if he got the guts to question me like this, why dun he just come up and question me straight into the face??!!
Guess what, in the end, he didnt come up and only my jie walk up..
I tell my jie : Is ur bf threating us????????!!!!!!!!
Then i walk off!!
I mean, really FUCK!
Bloody Hell Asshole Guy!
Dun ever expect me to greet him anymore!
Fxxxxxxxxxxxxing HELL!!
Damn pissed off now!

Did i post this song before...?

How much..

How much courage do i still need in order to carry on?..
Should i choose a one that i comparable to me in terms of height and looks or should i choose one that i love..
Ponder..

Moments

yesterday night i receive a call from ruishi,asking me if i am ok..
well, i told her i am ok,jus tat work is abit busy plus uncertain up to certain point. Anyway, i am coping well and i appreciate her thoughtful thoughts.. u know.. its so sweet of her to jus call and ask me if i am ok
today i receive an sms from Anqi, my close frd..
i miss her so much! long time nv hear from her.
we agree to come out next week..hopefully she will not be too busy preparing for her wedding..haha
i miss u,gal
i miss you too,ruishi
they are both my close frds...
Thanks for being there when i nid u all.