Today is 1st of MAy

OH NO.............
1st of MAy....I have been neglecting my studies these few days, busy playing game!! playing Maple Story..Oh no... ( dor dor shake head)
I got 2 assignments which i have to hand in by this week.. This week... did i mention this week...
This time dor dor sure die flat flat...aiyo
So i decide to wake up early in the morning 6o'clock...(dor huming the song..)..
Wrong wrong, it's 8 am then wake up.. first thing i do, of course la, is brush teeth, after all the usual stuff, i proceed to place my butt firmly onto the chair.. busy doing and typing all assignment..
Haiz...............
Jialat la..... havent finish..
Then as i was busy typing, i saw Ruishi online le!!
Had a quick chat with her..She was mentioning that all her emotion icons are gone..
GONE?? where have they gone to??Hmm....Strange..
Anyway, enough of my complaining..i shall carry on with my work...my assignments... :(

i rush home today..

I rush home today.. (27.04.06)...to watch the news on the GE.
Hahaha
Never thought that i am interested in the politics right?
HAhaa
It was mentioned in the news that the govt only had 37 places in the paraliment, therefore, still cannot form the next MP union yet..
When i heard it, i am so........(i am laughing inside my heart)
U all know it la har... Hougang is Worker's Party, plus all along i dun like ...hmz.. how should i say? will i get prostracate here??.. i dun like the "rightful" party..
So.. today is a happy day.. happy happy day..
hehehehe
I am so happy...happy happy happy..Finally got a chance to vote le..
I will definitely ...vote... ;)

O gosh...........

HAhahaha
Rui shi has been.. nagging??.. no no.. rather..saying that i have not been updating my blog...
ya...true true true...at one glance... O gosh! my last update is on 22nd Apr??
That very bad and today is already 26th..
No wonder Rui shi is grumbling...
O..jus in case u all r wondering who is Rui shi.. Rui Shi =..................... Bei Shi..
Yes yes, she has change ur chinese name to Rui shi.
For a change of luck in r/s and career. Hopefully this name will bring her lots of wealth and good luck..
I jus got my result for my last term subject..
I got a Credit! (hehe)
Stil waiting for another subject result to be announce...
Finally, i left two more months to go before i can once again step into this working life..
Hopefully everything wil go fine for me and may GOD give me strength to do whatever i will like to accomplish.

I received a threat...

It is 12am 23th Apr and here i am writing my blog and the reason being.. :
I received a threat..from a user from maple story..
Maple story is an online game ..and this user...haiz..how should i say?
We were "fighting with the green mushroom" when this user come and fight together and keep snatching our stuff..And when he did not manage to win us, he said : U all watch out, i will ask my gang to defame u.
Can u imgaine that?? It's jus a game and he threaten us!
Oh gosh.. then i replied him : if in game, u r such a loser and crybaby, then i guess in real life, u r more or less the same, loser.
I guess he is just a small boy, bcos adult wun say such things..
Really cannot believe that he actually threaten us..
Haiz''' Wake up wake up, it's jus a game!!!!!!!!!! crybaby.........

Foo the first time...

For the first time today (19.04.06) @ 3.30pm..
i drove my dad's new car (Honda Civic) ever since he has taken his car about 2 weeks ago..
Hohoho
Well, the car is nice, the steering is very light, the feeling is good.
Hohoh
When reversing, my dad said cannot step on the accelator pedal, so i keep concentrating stepping on the brake pedal!
HAha
Went for a spin with my dad seating beside me..the journey was not too bad.. nice and safe..
Dad keep reminding me not to step on the accelator too much, bcos it really can... "fly", as in very fast speed lo, if i step too much..
For the first time, i felt proud of myself bcos i manage to curb my fear of driving dad's new car..
Bcos this new car is much more bigger and wider.. so achievement achievement!! .. :):):)
Maybe for those who drive very "Steadily" one will say:" Chiam... like that also scared..."
But for me... it's an achievement...
Three cheers for myself..

Gen Gen got flowers today!!

WOW WOW
Gen Gen got flowers today(12th Apr)..guess what..this afternoon i go browse her blog..and saw all the yummy food in her blog...
and now (only about 2 hours later), she got her flowers pdate in her blog!
Must be her frd send the flowers during lunch time...hoho
Hope that flowers brighten up her day..
So envy... Flowers lei...
I wonder where is mine??..Hohohoh

i cried..

i.. was msning a long time no see frd called yongqiang.
In actual fact, he is my 'daddy' in my poly times and we r close frds..
he got married last dec..then he asked me if i am ok..
i told him..i am ok except r/s stuff..
then he send me something..:
第一个是自己,
第二个是你最爱的人，
第三个是最爱你的人，
第四个是共度一生的人.
首先会遇到你最爱的人，然後体会到爱的感觉；
因为了解被爱的感觉，所以才能发现最爱你的人；
当你经历过爱人与被爱，学会了爱，
才会知道什么是你需要的，也才会找到最适合你，
能够相处一辈子的人。
但很悲哀的，在现实生活中，
这三个人通常不是同一个人；你最爱的，往往没有选择你；
最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的；
而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的，只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。
你，会是别人生命中的第几个人呢？
没有人是故意要变心的，他爱你的时候是真的爱你，
可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了，
他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你；
同样的，他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你。
当一个人不爱你要离开你，你要问自己还爱不爱他，
如果你也不爱他了，千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开；
如果你还爱他，你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐，
希望他跟真正爱的人在一起，绝不会阻止，
你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已经不爱他了，
而如果你不爱他，你又有什么资格指责他变心呢？
爱不是占有，你喜欢月亮，不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里，
但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。
换句话说，你爱一个人，也可以用另一种方式拥有，
让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆，如果你真爱一个人，
就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好，
也爱他的坏：爱他的优点，也爱他的缺点，
绝不能因为爱他，就希望他变成自己所希望的样子，
万一变不成就不爱他了。
真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的，你只知道无论何时何地、
心情好坏，你都希望这个人陪著你；
真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，也就是没有丝毫要求。
毕竟，感情必须付出，而不是只想获得；
分开是一种必然的考验，如果你们感情不够稳固，
只好认输，真爱是不会变成怨恨的。两人在谈情说爱的时候，
最喜欢叫对方发誓，许下承诺我们为什么要对方发誓，
就是因为我们不相信对方，我们根本不相信情人，
而这些山盟海誓又很不切实际：
海枯石烂、地老天荒，都不能改变我对你的爱!明知道海不会枯、石不会烂、地不会老、天不会荒；就算会，也活不到那时候。许下诺言的时候千万注意，不要许下可以实现的诺言，最好是承诺做不到的事，反正做不到的，随便说说也不要紧，请记住：”不可能实现的诺言最动人”在爱情里，说的是一套，做的是另一套；讲的人不相信，听的人也不相信。
你呢？找到了第几个？茫茫人海中，你遇见了谁？谁又遇见了你？

I cried when i read until... : 没有人是故意要变心的...

Aiya!!

OH YA!
I dreamt of my ex- colleague (Jaz)as my bf last night (10th Apr) too!!
It's sooooooooo funny..
i dreamt that we r at seaside, with MArcus and Eve, trying to escape from big waves coming fr the sea...
Aiyo..i think already also want to laugh..
HAHA

Exam..

Haiz.. one more paper to go... well i jus email my lecturer and ask if my pointers are correct and to my relief...yes yes yes, it is correct.. so i can safely remember all these points and present it in my paper..
O ya! Yesterday(10th Apr), i have arrange to meet Beishi up for lunch at her workplace at 1pm and guess WHAT! BIGGG rain jus before i step up of my house..It only ended at around 115pm..
Aiyo..so ppissed off with the rain.. can hear the Beishi is abit disappointed..
I am even more disappointed as i failed to keep my promise to this dear frd...
Haiz.
I will meet her up for lunch next week.
Jus pop by to see how is this frd of mine doing le.. HEHE

Mini Ice Cream!!

Today my family went to NTUC and buy ice cream..
Y would i post this is because i think to myself,..since tml morning we r going to NTUC anyway, why would mummy insist on going to NTUC today..
That is because..... (***Thunder strikesz..***) my mummy wanted to eat the mini ice cream today. HAha. To think that she say she want to lose fat.........AIYO... always bluffing people..what is more funny is she say until like got people force her to eat the ice-cream..
This is how she say: After eating one mini ice cream, she say : AIYA, NO CHoice la.. got to eat another one...............
Does it sound as if people are focring her to eat...
HAIZ.. is she herself greedy mah... hahaha
Aiyo..think i v bad...writing blog to "Suan" my mummy here...
hahaha
O ya!
I wil post some photos of the mini ice cream....
In my next blog, i should b writing my trip to JB on 4th Apr when i have save my JB photos in my folder...

I am sooo touched..

Last night Beishi called..(06.04.06) and she was crying again..
I thought to myself..: Oh Dear.. what has happen to her again this time.. Who is the one who make her cry again!..
Well..she called and thank me..thanks me for being there when she needed someone to jus walk beside her quietly..
Her words touched me.. Tears drop..
Beishi, thanks..
Well.. i am jus back from my exam..HOHO
I guess i am quite confident that i can pass this paper with flying colours..But my next paper....
OH NO...I better run to prepare my next paper..
Before i forget, last night then i realise that Beishi is reading my blog everyday too...
Hey hey, i got a loyal reader too liao...HOHO
(********Cannot believe that i am so "siao zhang "********)
Haha.Crazy me..
I realise 1 thing too.. i do not know how to make smiley faces in my blog..
I OUGHT to learn more from Beishi..
She is an expert... woww...

i receive L.O.V.E

i receive love... a friendship love from my dearest frd, Beishi today.. (06.04.06)..
I can feel that she really appreciate my care for her..
Mayb u all know.. she is feeling SUPER down these few weeks...
Broken up with her most beloved.. losing another love of hers who is her grandpa..
Heartbreaks seem to be finding her all times...
i feel sooo.. sad for her..
I decided to sms her when she went into Malaysia that few days..
and i receive a sms today.. she said she really appreciate what i have done for her..and i want to let her know..in my blog..that i THANKS her for being my friend..who always stood by me even when i had done things wrong..
I have always keep this dear frd in my heart, in my prayers, always wishing the best for her..
I really hope that GOD can lessen her pain as time goes by.. let her find the strength and courage to move on..
I need not say any more words because we both know how appreciative that we r towards each other and that is enough..
It is this kind of bond.. friendship bond that nobody can take away from us..
I treasure all my friends..maybe because i have less friends..so each friend to me is a bonus...
Beishi, Jia You..
U can do it..
I am sure u can..

Runnning for me today...4th Apr

This morning...i woke up to jog..
Guess what technique jiejie use on me...
she said : If dun wake up jog, then become FAT le!!
The word "FAT" scared the hell out of me..
Jie jie very bad hor...
But no choice la
i am really getting fat, so it's better for me to start running before i cant wear anymore clothing...
Haiz.