Can you believe it??

Can you believe it?….
My parent in law cant even afford to give me “ Si Di Jin”
The “ Si Di Jin” will be given by my hubby from his own pocket money..
I thought that “Si Di Jin” is and must be given by parent in law to show appreciation or welcome gesture to their daughter in law!!!
My GOD!
Why do I have such parent in law??????????????????
I argue with my hubby over this.
I guess I really hate my parent in law.
Right from the beginning, they didn’t provide what a parent should give to their children.
As a result, my hubby suffers from permanent loss of sight in one eye.
Then when my hubby is in his teenage life, his father gamble and lost heavily and incur debts.
And subsequently, a lot of things happen.
I really wish to take my hubby away from their hands and take good care of him.
Hope my parent in law will stay away from me, from him.

What have i done wrong to deserve such parent in law?

What have I done wrong to deserve such parent in law??
Thye are not going to fork out money for my Si Di Jin…
Now they come and tell me (indirectly I know from joseph), they are not going to give the Pin Jin (Ang Bao money) also!!!!!!!!!
What the #$$%&^$#!!!
Dun tell me after so many years of working, they dun even have a few thousand of saving?!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Bxxxx hell!!!
Aaaaaarrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.