My Life

Can you believe it??

2007-05-16T08:17:00.000-07:00

Can you believe it?….
My parent in law cant even afford to give me “ Si Di Jin”
The “ Si Di Jin” will be given by my hubby from his own pocket money..
I thought that “Si Di Jin” is and must be given by parent in law to show appreciation or welcome gesture to their daughter in law!!!
My GOD!
Why do I have such parent in law??????????????????
I argue with my hubby over this.
I guess I really hate my parent in law.
Right from the beginning, they didn’t provide what a parent should give to their children.
As a result, my hubby suffers from permanent loss of sight in one eye.
Then when my hubby is in his teenage life, his father gamble and lost heavily and incur debts.
And subsequently, a lot of things happen.
I really wish to take my hubby away from their hands and take good care of him.
Hope my parent in law will stay away from me, from him.

What have i done wrong to deserve such parent in law?

2007-05-16T06:06:00.000-07:00

What have I done wrong to deserve such parent in law??
Thye are not going to fork out money for my Si Di Jin…
Now they come and tell me (indirectly I know from joseph), they are not going to give the Pin Jin (Ang Bao money) also!!!!!!!!!
What the #$$%&^$#!!!
Dun tell me after so many years of working, they dun even have a few thousand of saving?!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Bxxxx hell!!!
Aaaaaarrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

He propose to me tonight...

2007-04-17T08:22:00.000-07:00

He propose to me tonight... :)
Here are some of the photos..
Details of the proposal shall be kept as a secret between me and him..
So sweet of him :)
Love you, bao bao.
I cant post the photos up here....
Pls see friendster..
haha

i saw shooting star last evening!!!

2007-04-15T04:46:00.000-07:00

I saw "liu xin" last evening when i had my dinner with my buddies and hubby at pasir park!
Such a beautiful scene, but nice thing dun last long...it was just a mere 5 second pic... but i think i am lucky as not much people see shooting star before :):)
My buddies were all chatting when i happen to lift up my head to look into the sky..
Then suddenly the shooting start happen and disappear into the thin air...
The star was like..a orangish reddish star...
Very nice:)
After i saw it... i was thinking to myself if that is really a shooting star...
I told my hubby abt this after abt 10min... haha
Then he asked me if i got make a wish..
I said i am not sure if that is a shooting star or not...haha
Anyway, nice to see a shooting star..

Bloody Hell!

2007-03-04T06:28:00.000-08:00

(Time: 510pm)
WTF to end the lunar chinese new yr today (04.03.07)!
It all begins with my big family reuion dinner at my ah ma house this evening.
My jie's bf and my bf was invited to this dinner.
At around 510pm, jie went to pick her bf up and i ask her if she could also pick joseph up since it is on the way ( from hougang to bishan to yishun)..
Of course, my jie being a nice gal, agreed.
We went to pick joseph up and just abt to drive out from bishan (bishan st 23), a car from behind bang us when we stop at the zebra crossing!
This is not the main part...
(Time:940pm)
The main part is when my jie's bf come and question me how come my jie is at bishan...
Dun u find it strange when her BF didnt question her, and he come and question me??!!
Being polite, i asnwer him that she went to pick up my bf and then go pick him up..
Guess what, he sms me 3 TIMES!, it's 3 times why my jie is at bishan...
I sms him, and tell him i already replied him!
Guess what is his reply next....
His reply is : Ask ur bf to call me!
WTF!
What does he means by asking MY BF to call HIM??
Is this supposed to be a threat??!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I sms him back, telling him if he is not happy, tell it straight into my face!
BLOODY HELL!!
Fuxxking Angry!
Another nice part come along...
(Time: 1030pm)
My jie's bf came back with my jie, and the funny part is... : He didnt come up with my jie!!
I was getting all prepared and ready to question him! I mean, if he got the guts to question me like this, why dun he just come up and question me straight into the face??!!
Guess what, in the end, he didnt come up and only my jie walk up..
I tell my jie : Is ur bf threating us????????!!!!!!!!
Then i walk off!!
I mean, really FUCK!
Bloody Hell Asshole Guy!
Dun ever expect me to greet him anymore!
Fxxxxxxxxxxxxing HELL!!
Damn pissed off now!

Did i post this song before...?

2006-10-26T06:23:00.000-07:00

How much..

2006-10-25T21:42:00.000-07:00

How much courage do i still need in order to carry on?..
Should i choose a one that i comparable to me in terms of height and looks or should i choose one that i love..
Ponder..

Moments

2006-08-22T06:58:00.000-07:00

yesterday night i receive a call from ruishi,asking me if i am ok..
well, i told her i am ok,jus tat work is abit busy plus uncertain up to certain point. Anyway, i am coping well and i appreciate her thoughtful thoughts.. u know.. its so sweet of her to jus call and ask me if i am ok
today i receive an sms from Anqi, my close frd..
i miss her so much! long time nv hear from her.
we agree to come out next week..hopefully she will not be too busy preparing for her wedding..haha
i miss u,gal
i miss you too,ruishi
they are both my close frds...
Thanks for being there when i nid u all.

i have been receiving compliments from...

2006-08-19T22:18:00.000-07:00

I have been receiving compliments from all my colleagues... haha
They said i have been dressing very nicely and look pretty, look sweet in all my outfits...
haha
:D
Aside to Ruishi : I have been dolling myself up..haha.i guess i began to know how to dress up ever since i start work. hoho.Thanks, u've been a great help ;)

2006-08-13T04:30:00.000-07:00

I like this song... (heard it from ruishi's blog..)

2006-08-11T19:18:00.000-07:00

Wo hui hao hao guo...
I know time can never turn back..
I know u r happy with her now...
I will keep u inside in my heart forever,han.

i dreamt about shihan last night..

2006-08-06T00:57:00.000-07:00

in the dream.. i think i ask for reconilication.. but he want me to do something first before he agree for a patch back...
I told him..that he is not like tat in the past...
I cried in the dream...
i ask him to come back...
i cried.

i dreamt of shihan again last night

2006-08-03T06:37:00.000-07:00

For these past years.. i have been dreaming about him..
i know i was in wrong at that time for not holding on tight to him..
i know it was me that i do not have the courage to be with him..
i know i was wrong...
but there is no way i can turn back time nw...
y do i always have to dream of him..
GOD wun give me a second chance to be with him le..
so y dream of him...
dun torture me...
everytime i dreamt of him, everytime i cried..
i'm sorry, Shihan..
i should have listen to you back then...
you once said : If u dun have the courage to leave him.. we will never be togther..
i'm sorry, shihan.. forgive me..

going HK tml..

2006-07-11T20:14:00.000-07:00

in a normal mood as i am more concerned,or rather worried, abt my job finding...
I'm going HK tml..
hopefully can buy alot of stuff back , especially comestic.. haha

will not be updating my blog for the time being

2006-07-07T22:00:00.000-07:00

due to some reasons, i will not be updating my blog for the moment.
sry to let ruishi n anqi disappointed.

Here i am..

2006-06-02T08:18:00.000-07:00

sitting alone lonely in front of the pc...typing out my blog...listening to love songs that always make me cry no matter what....
Right now listening is the song" Promise Me" by Beverly Craven...
Dun know what i can say here..
Dun know what am i feeling now..
Trying hard to break free..but it seem so difficult...so hard..so tough..
so difficult until i cannot breathe anymore...
When will my happiness arrive?
When i go to a place called happiness and laughter...
When can i .....

Someone.. stolen my rare item-Summoning Rock

2006-06-01T23:26:00.000-07:00

SSSSSShole... someone stolen my item which is very rare.
As i was taking out one of the item in my ETC column, this SSSSSSSShole came along n stole my summoning rock..
I AM so angry that i told my GUILD.
Then the other member in the GUILD tell all other members to DEFAME him..haha
So cute.
(* Beep!.. only one person know what i am writing*.....)
Hahah

Today he flew off le...29th May

2006-05-28T20:34:00.000-07:00

Busy busy busy
Busy until no time to blog
busy until no time to post photos into the PC.
Jus receive a new.. MY buddy,Ruishi, is flying off tml to Thailand..
SOB SOB
everybody is leaving..
Busy with assignments, assignment n more assignment...
GOSH..i miss you.., Joe & Ruishi

Today is already 26th May

2006-05-25T21:52:00.000-07:00

And i am still rushing my assignment..
Y is my last term so busy?
2 group assignment to be handed in on 30th May, plus we need to do a powerpoint to present our case study. Individual assignment to be handed in on 29th May...
3 more assignments to be handed in by 5th May.. O gosh....
What makes me feel more irriated is that my group dun bother to start or rather assign who do what in the LE group assignment...which is due on 30th May..
Another SCM group assignment, though had assign who do what, but it seem that nobody reply me if they have already started or started on the powerpoint slides? & it is also due on 30th May !!
My goodness.....
Y is my group like that?? Y? Y? Y?
Busy busy busy...
Busy until no time to blog!!
SAVE ME....

Why i say so...

2006-05-22T23:49:00.000-07:00

what make me recall n wanted to write this story is my cousin..
She is facing some problems and i dun wish to further elaborate here, bcos it is something private.
Anyway, i am going to write a very frustrating thing that happen to me just about 2 nights or 1 night ago.
I return back to my bf's house for dinner on Sunday and his bro n sis-in-law is there too.
Then i got a new that his sis-in-law is pregnant..I mean ok lo, happy for her since it is quite difficult for her to get pregnant due to some causes.
Then u all know what? When dinner time comes, his BRO rush to the kitchen to wash bowls n take all utensil for his wife and leaving us with not enough bowls to use. (They only have about 3 bowls on the shelves, other kept inside cupboard). Then nvm. This i can forgive.
When he rush to take the rice, he said my bf " fat pig!" and he said if he did not rush, the "fat pig" will take all the rice...
SSSSSSSSSSSSSShole.. who the hell he is to call my bf like that. I DIDNT even call him that!! His bro didnt even know the basic respect for PEOPLE?? SHAME ON HIM!!
He use that kind of sickening tone to call him and this make me puke! Listen already feel like slapping him tight on the face.
What is worse is that, when he sat down, he push all the dishes to his wife's side!!!!!!!!!!
WOW KAU.. then we no need eat la??
He said, now his wife is pregnant,so she is the biggest in the family!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM SO ANGRY THAT MY whole face turn black.. and from time to time, he keep calling my bf: fat pig. WHAt a SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSShole bro my bf had!!!!
I quickly eat n walk away.
Then when i am inside the room, i tell my bf : NExt time, if i am ever going to marry into this family officially, i am going to fight back. This time round i let him off, bcos i have no status in the family yet. ONE DAY, he is going to get it from me.
Like what my cousin mention in our MSN conversation : They deserve what they sow!
People treat me nice, i treat them nice.
People dun treat me nice, i will SLAP back thrice at them as they deserve...
I tell u people, In-LAWs are really, to me, cruel, idiots and many other stuff which i do not know use what words to describe them.. I think the only people i can show my respect to is only 3 person and that is my bf, his younger sis n his mum. Other than that, all are junks and useless people who only know how to ask money from my bf and nothing else..
Dun ever ask me to live with my In-LAw.. i RATHER KILL MYSELF!!!!!!!!
I only want a house with my hubby. That's all .FULL-STOP.
NO INTRUDERS!!!!!!!!!!

What is wrong these few days??

2006-05-22T22:44:00.000-07:00

what is wrong these few days? nothing seems right..
First of all, i got a bad new that my da yi might had a relepase of breast cancer again.. then i have diarooea since Thurs,
Then Ruishi asked me to go Sentosa on 28th midnight to catch fish n squid and camp in Sentosa, but gosh, when i went school today, my lecturer inform us that the date due has been moved forward to 29May and my 3rd assignment due on 31st May, what is even worst is , we MUST have a presentation on 31st May TOO!!!!!!!!!
After this, i went home and found that my mum is still unwell since morning. She vomit and went toilet a few times...
HAIZ
what is wrong with my surrounding these few days??
I pray that things go well..

Dor fell sick

2006-05-21T05:44:00.000-07:00

i am sick...from thurs evening till now (21st May 06).. my stomach is not co-operating with me...
Getting cramps, going to toilet from time to time..
Oh no..
Do i really nid to go n c a doctor...
I hate seeing doctor...
Haiz...
O ya, i met Peihan at J8 earlier on at coffee bean. she is with her bf and frds...
Assignment not complete..and it's due tml...
I hate my last term school... everything is so rush...

Toilet..

2006-05-18T23:34:00.000-07:00

I went to toilet for the 6th time since yesterday afternoon..Gosh..
I msn Anqi and guess what she say.. she also went to toilet quite a number of times..We conclude that the food that we took yesterday is not clean..Poor us...
i feel weak.... and i havent got the time to go back to Chapter 2 for my hair...Haiz...
Assignment not done which is due on Monday...
Today is already 19th... due date on 22th... GOSH.... 3 more days to go...
Dor feeling giddy...

Today is 18.05.06...

2006-05-18T00:03:00.000-07:00

WEll..
to start off, i met up with Rushi for a short while this morning at ard 915am to let her have a look at my "straighten" hair.. She also agree that my hair like abit not straight lei.. plus like not silky silky look..haiz...
Poor me.. Got to return to Chapter 2 at MArina Sq on sat to look for the same hairr stylist..
Nevertheless, i meet up with Anqi in the afternoon at Raffles place for lunch..
Well, she become so much prettier... haha. Pretty gal who is getting married end of this yr..
Feel so happy for her....
Right now, i have another headache and that is... my ASSIGNMENT..O gosh.. did i mention assignment AGAIN???
Ya.. assignments...i got another assignment due on Monday...
SAve me... Poor DOR>...
O ya.. i went Sentosa yesterday.. Haha
these r the photos..

Photos..

2006-05-13T10:23:00.000-07:00

i LOVE these photos!!

This song is for who??...

2006-05-12T23:57:00.000-07:00

I'm a devil with an angel face..

2006-05-12T23:32:00.000-07:00

That's me..
When u know me, i'm already like that.
Yes, i admit. I am CRUEL. I am so sorry that i hurt ur so called frd or whatever you treated him as.
I dun give a damn.

photos

2006-05-12T05:32:00.000-07:00

I met up with Ruishi and Peihan last night (11.05.06) for dinner.
Me n ruishi took lots of photos.
haha
we have our dinner at Crystal Jade express near wisma.
After which, Peihan join us shortly where she had her dinner at Scotts.
Initally,wanted to join Ruishi to go Thumpers but think my shoes cant go in.
i wore slippers that night
hahah
anyway, these r the photos.

To that special someone..

2006-05-12T05:10:00.000-07:00

This music video is specially for you..

testing again..

2006-05-12T02:20:00.000-07:00

In a dilemna..

2006-05-10T22:04:00.000-07:00

i'm caught in a dilemna..
Ruishi was asking me if i wanted to join them for a dvia night tonight..Its free since it is ladies night..
But..i dun dance..then go there also like..hmm..how should i put it?..
But u know, ruishi is so enthusatic about tonight's clubbing and i dun wish to disappoint her..
Anyway, we r meeting up for dinner tonight,so i will decide later on ba..
O ya!
I must remember to bring camera. i WANT TO TAKE PHOTO WITH RUISHI. she is my super close frd hor.. haha
hahahahhaha

Very sad

2006-05-09T22:30:00.000-07:00

Today is 10 may 06..
i am v sad.. last night i tried posting music video into my blog, but i cant :(
very very sad...I tried posting Jay Chou and Lara's song.. but cannot..
Ruishi say until very easy lei...how come i dun know how to do..
haiz...
finally finish my assignment which is due tml, so happy
anyway, i will be meeting peihan and ruishi tml night for dinner...
I wonder if angela is coming...?? Hmmmmm

Testing...

2006-05-09T05:48:00.000-07:00

cannot be posted..

Photos photos photos

2006-05-08T01:25:00.000-07:00

The food from JB, the superbig cup of watermelon juice, and the snowflake-like desert called Peanut Ice chocolate..wow..

The very special shape of the tree..

Busy busy busy

2006-05-08T01:19:00.000-07:00

Busy these few days.. Assignments assignments and more assignments.HAiz..
O ya, i have my NEW pc speakers from someone special. Hehe
Specially made for me lei.. wow.. feel so honoured...Hehe.A big THANKS!
i shall post the photos for u all to see..
Heheheheh
O ya.. there will be more photos coming up as promised. That included the photos in JB, the bottled trees in bottle tree village and my NEW NEWspeakers!!
the website better be working.. and UPLOAD all my PHOTOS..

TMD!

2006-05-05T01:01:00.000-07:00

i was playing the game when one of them accussed me of kill stealing their items!
FFFF them!
They took my money away, still dare to say i KS.TMD!!!!!!!!!!!
Then i say: He took my money.
and another reply: Dap, u should go for sex op,bcos she say u r a him!
BLOODY HELL!
there are so many pigs inside attacking me, i where got the time to notice if she is a ger or not.
Then i reply: Ya, MAYBE She should go for SEX OP!
TMDDDDDDDDDDDDddddddddddd.........
Bad day.

i am pissed off..

2006-05-01T23:04:00.000-07:00

i am pissed off when i was playing my Maple game on Sat...
I received threat again lo..
guess what, i was happily playing my game on channel 20 when these 2 person pop out.. . and guess what, they asked me to switch channel bcos that channel had too many people!!
And i was .........f...
I mean : u r the one who came in late and u still got the cheek to ask me to change CHANNEL!!!
WO KAU
What is this ?
Then they proceed on to defame me.. i was like....
Anyway, they think they r great.... ya lo, i also think that they are great, but a GREAT LOSER!

Today is 1st of MAy

2006-04-30T19:02:00.000-07:00

OH NO.............
1st of MAy....I have been neglecting my studies these few days, busy playing game!! playing Maple Story..Oh no... ( dor dor shake head)
I got 2 assignments which i have to hand in by this week.. This week... did i mention this week...
This time dor dor sure die flat flat...aiyo
So i decide to wake up early in the morning 6o'clock...(dor huming the song..)..
Wrong wrong, it's 8 am then wake up.. first thing i do, of course la, is brush teeth, after all the usual stuff, i proceed to place my butt firmly onto the chair.. busy doing and typing all assignment..
Haiz...............
Jialat la..... havent finish..
Then as i was busy typing, i saw Ruishi online le!!
Had a quick chat with her..She was mentioning that all her emotion icons are gone..
GONE?? where have they gone to??Hmm....Strange..
Anyway, enough of my complaining..i shall carry on with my work...my assignments... :(

i rush home today..

2006-04-26T22:46:00.000-07:00

I rush home today.. (27.04.06)...to watch the news on the GE.
Hahaha
Never thought that i am interested in the politics right?
HAhaa
It was mentioned in the news that the govt only had 37 places in the paraliment, therefore, still cannot form the next MP union yet..
When i heard it, i am so........(i am laughing inside my heart)
U all know it la har... Hougang is Worker's Party, plus all along i dun like ...hmz.. how should i say? will i get prostracate here??.. i dun like the "rightful" party..
So.. today is a happy day.. happy happy day..
hehehehe
I am so happy...happy happy happy..Finally got a chance to vote le..
I will definitely ...vote... ;)

O gosh...........

2006-04-26T06:25:00.000-07:00

HAhahaha
Rui shi has been.. nagging??.. no no.. rather..saying that i have not been updating my blog...
ya...true true true...at one glance... O gosh! my last update is on 22nd Apr??
That very bad and today is already 26th..
No wonder Rui shi is grumbling...
O..jus in case u all r wondering who is Rui shi.. Rui Shi =..................... Bei Shi..
Yes yes, she has change ur chinese name to Rui shi.
For a change of luck in r/s and career. Hopefully this name will bring her lots of wealth and good luck..
I jus got my result for my last term subject..
I got a Credit! (hehe)
Stil waiting for another subject result to be announce...
Finally, i left two more months to go before i can once again step into this working life..
Hopefully everything wil go fine for me and may GOD give me strength to do whatever i will like to accomplish.

I received a threat...

2006-04-22T09:06:00.000-07:00

It is 12am 23th Apr and here i am writing my blog and the reason being.. :
I received a threat..from a user from maple story..
Maple story is an online game ..and this user...haiz..how should i say?
We were "fighting with the green mushroom" when this user come and fight together and keep snatching our stuff..And when he did not manage to win us, he said : U all watch out, i will ask my gang to defame u.
Can u imgaine that?? It's jus a game and he threaten us!
Oh gosh.. then i replied him : if in game, u r such a loser and crybaby, then i guess in real life, u r more or less the same, loser.
I guess he is just a small boy, bcos adult wun say such things..
Really cannot believe that he actually threaten us..
Haiz''' Wake up wake up, it's jus a game!!!!!!!!!! crybaby.........

Foo the first time...

2006-04-19T00:31:00.000-07:00

For the first time today (19.04.06) @ 3.30pm..
i drove my dad's new car (Honda Civic) ever since he has taken his car about 2 weeks ago..
Hohoho
Well, the car is nice, the steering is very light, the feeling is good.
Hohoh
When reversing, my dad said cannot step on the accelator pedal, so i keep concentrating stepping on the brake pedal!
HAha
Went for a spin with my dad seating beside me..the journey was not too bad.. nice and safe..
Dad keep reminding me not to step on the accelator too much, bcos it really can... "fly", as in very fast speed lo, if i step too much..
For the first time, i felt proud of myself bcos i manage to curb my fear of driving dad's new car..
Bcos this new car is much more bigger and wider.. so achievement achievement!! .. :):):)
Maybe for those who drive very "Steadily" one will say:" Chiam... like that also scared..."
But for me... it's an achievement...
Three cheers for myself..

Gen Gen got flowers today!!

2006-04-12T01:17:00.000-07:00

WOW WOW
Gen Gen got flowers today(12th Apr)..guess what..this afternoon i go browse her blog..and saw all the yummy food in her blog...
and now (only about 2 hours later), she got her flowers pdate in her blog!
Must be her frd send the flowers during lunch time...hoho
Hope that flowers brighten up her day..
So envy... Flowers lei...
I wonder where is mine??..Hohohoh

i cried..

2006-04-10T21:34:00.000-07:00

i.. was msning a long time no see frd called yongqiang.
In actual fact, he is my 'daddy' in my poly times and we r close frds..
he got married last dec..then he asked me if i am ok..
i told him..i am ok except r/s stuff..
then he send me something..:
第一个是自己,
第二个是你最爱的人，
第三个是最爱你的人，
第四个是共度一生的人.
首先会遇到你最爱的人，然後体会到爱的感觉；
因为了解被爱的感觉，所以才能发现最爱你的人；
当你经历过爱人与被爱，学会了爱，
才会知道什么是你需要的，也才会找到最适合你，
能够相处一辈子的人。
但很悲哀的，在现实生活中，
这三个人通常不是同一个人；你最爱的，往往没有选择你；
最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的；
而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的，只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。
你，会是别人生命中的第几个人呢？
没有人是故意要变心的，他爱你的时候是真的爱你，
可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了，
他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你；
同样的，他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你。
当一个人不爱你要离开你，你要问自己还爱不爱他，
如果你也不爱他了，千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开；
如果你还爱他，你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐，
希望他跟真正爱的人在一起，绝不会阻止，
你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已经不爱他了，
而如果你不爱他，你又有什么资格指责他变心呢？
爱不是占有，你喜欢月亮，不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里，
但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。
换句话说，你爱一个人，也可以用另一种方式拥有，
让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆，如果你真爱一个人，
就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好，
也爱他的坏：爱他的优点，也爱他的缺点，
绝不能因为爱他，就希望他变成自己所希望的样子，
万一变不成就不爱他了。
真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的，你只知道无论何时何地、
心情好坏，你都希望这个人陪著你；
真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，也就是没有丝毫要求。
毕竟，感情必须付出，而不是只想获得；
分开是一种必然的考验，如果你们感情不够稳固，
只好认输，真爱是不会变成怨恨的。两人在谈情说爱的时候，
最喜欢叫对方发誓，许下承诺我们为什么要对方发誓，
就是因为我们不相信对方，我们根本不相信情人，
而这些山盟海誓又很不切实际：
海枯石烂、地老天荒，都不能改变我对你的爱!明知道海不会枯、石不会烂、地不会老、天不会荒；就算会，也活不到那时候。许下诺言的时候千万注意，不要许下可以实现的诺言，最好是承诺做不到的事，反正做不到的，随便说说也不要紧，请记住：”不可能实现的诺言最动人”在爱情里，说的是一套，做的是另一套；讲的人不相信，听的人也不相信。
你呢？找到了第几个？茫茫人海中，你遇见了谁？谁又遇见了你？

I cried when i read until... : 没有人是故意要变心的...

Aiya!!

2006-04-10T20:13:00.000-07:00

OH YA!
I dreamt of my ex- colleague (Jaz)as my bf last night (10th Apr) too!!
It's sooooooooo funny..
i dreamt that we r at seaside, with MArcus and Eve, trying to escape from big waves coming fr the sea...
Aiyo..i think already also want to laugh..
HAHA

Exam..

2006-04-10T20:07:00.000-07:00

Haiz.. one more paper to go... well i jus email my lecturer and ask if my pointers are correct and to my relief...yes yes yes, it is correct.. so i can safely remember all these points and present it in my paper..
O ya! Yesterday(10th Apr), i have arrange to meet Beishi up for lunch at her workplace at 1pm and guess WHAT! BIGGG rain jus before i step up of my house..It only ended at around 115pm..
Aiyo..so ppissed off with the rain.. can hear the Beishi is abit disappointed..
I am even more disappointed as i failed to keep my promise to this dear frd...
Haiz.
I will meet her up for lunch next week.
Jus pop by to see how is this frd of mine doing le.. HEHE

Mini Ice Cream!!

2006-04-08T04:11:00.000-07:00

Today my family went to NTUC and buy ice cream..
Y would i post this is because i think to myself,..since tml morning we r going to NTUC anyway, why would mummy insist on going to NTUC today..
That is because..... (***Thunder strikesz..***) my mummy wanted to eat the mini ice cream today. HAha. To think that she say she want to lose fat.........AIYO... always bluffing people..what is more funny is she say until like got people force her to eat the ice-cream..
This is how she say: After eating one mini ice cream, she say : AIYA, NO CHoice la.. got to eat another one...............
Does it sound as if people are focring her to eat...
HAIZ.. is she herself greedy mah... hahaha
Aiyo..think i v bad...writing blog to "Suan" my mummy here...
hahaha
O ya!
I wil post some photos of the mini ice cream....
In my next blog, i should b writing my trip to JB on 4th Apr when i have save my JB photos in my folder...

I am sooo touched..

2006-04-06T22:14:00.000-07:00

Last night Beishi called..(06.04.06) and she was crying again..
I thought to myself..: Oh Dear.. what has happen to her again this time.. Who is the one who make her cry again!..
Well..she called and thank me..thanks me for being there when she needed someone to jus walk beside her quietly..
Her words touched me.. Tears drop..
Beishi, thanks..
Well.. i am jus back from my exam..HOHO
I guess i am quite confident that i can pass this paper with flying colours..But my next paper....
OH NO...I better run to prepare my next paper..
Before i forget, last night then i realise that Beishi is reading my blog everyday too...
Hey hey, i got a loyal reader too liao...HOHO
(********Cannot believe that i am so "siao zhang "********)
Haha.Crazy me..
I realise 1 thing too.. i do not know how to make smiley faces in my blog..
I OUGHT to learn more from Beishi..
She is an expert... woww...

i receive L.O.V.E

2006-04-06T03:46:00.000-07:00

i receive love... a friendship love from my dearest frd, Beishi today.. (06.04.06)..
I can feel that she really appreciate my care for her..
Mayb u all know.. she is feeling SUPER down these few weeks...
Broken up with her most beloved.. losing another love of hers who is her grandpa..
Heartbreaks seem to be finding her all times...
i feel sooo.. sad for her..
I decided to sms her when she went into Malaysia that few days..
and i receive a sms today.. she said she really appreciate what i have done for her..and i want to let her know..in my blog..that i THANKS her for being my friend..who always stood by me even when i had done things wrong..
I have always keep this dear frd in my heart, in my prayers, always wishing the best for her..
I really hope that GOD can lessen her pain as time goes by.. let her find the strength and courage to move on..
I need not say any more words because we both know how appreciative that we r towards each other and that is enough..
It is this kind of bond.. friendship bond that nobody can take away from us..
I treasure all my friends..maybe because i have less friends..so each friend to me is a bonus...
Beishi, Jia You..
U can do it..
I am sure u can..

Runnning for me today...4th Apr

2006-04-03T20:45:00.000-07:00

This morning...i woke up to jog..
Guess what technique jiejie use on me...
she said : If dun wake up jog, then become FAT le!!
The word "FAT" scared the hell out of me..
Jie jie very bad hor...
But no choice la
i am really getting fat, so it's better for me to start running before i cant wear anymore clothing...
Haiz.

Today is April fool day.. but..

2006-03-31T21:05:00.000-08:00

Today is April Fool day.. but i jus received a very sad new from Beishi..
Her grandpa passed away.. Think she wil b going in Malaysia tml.. and i think i have to postpone our dinner gathering to a much later day when Beishi is feeling better.
The only thing i can do now is to pray for beishi..pray for strength and faith to carry on..
sob

Running... for ME??

2006-03-30T18:57:00.000-08:00

wow.. i manage to wake up early in the morning 615am yesterday (30th Mar) for a run!
I joined my jie for a run in SRJC.. dragging my feet, i am determined to lose fat...lose weight..so here i am...find myself running in the big big field.. with alot of elderly at one side learning qi gong..
haha
i bought myself a box of white tea from NTUC too..
It taste n smell nice for the 1st time..
but when i took a second sip.. the taste like become v mild... mild until like no taste le..
Hmm

let me try again...

2006-03-28T00:02:00.000-08:00

let me try again
Can already!!!!!!!!!
This photo show the veg soup that i intended to take for 2 weeks...
Haha
Got mushroom, brocclic, carrot, onion and celery..
O ya, got tomato too!!
Hehehe
Nice photo right??
but too bad..i dun have the will to take it for 2 weeks.. think i will die... die flat flat..
hahahhaha

pingping has make...

2006-03-27T20:40:00.000-08:00

My cousin pingping has make our appt on 2nd May @ 530pm.
Yeah
so happy. finally can once again go for our eyebrow touch up le
haha
this time round i will make sure that i dun wash my face after the touch up
Hahaha
or else it will fade again (****ANGRY)
Oh ya , yeterday (27th mar), i start to go on a 14 days diet consisting of soup only.. but gosh... by late afternoon yesterday, i can already feel that i have not much strength left..soooooo(drum pls.....) i GIVE UP!
Hahahahaha
I shall post a photo of the soup for all to view
Aiyo
what's wrong with the bwebsite.i cant post my soup photo.

Today is my cookies day

2006-03-25T22:13:00.000-08:00

Today is 26th Mar.. and guess where am i??
I'm actually home!! baking cookies!!
Hahaha
Not really baking cookies, but help my jiejie shape the cookies...
HOHOHO..
Say until i like very smart.. aiyo.. cannot stand myself..
Hehehe
Well...i do hope that my stay at home these two days can bring my parent some luck in their 4D..Hahaha
i guess beishi must b wondering why i say that (If she is reading my blog)..That is because i have noticed that if i do stay at home during weekend, my parent somehow or another, will strike 4D.. It do happen a few times already when i stay at home on weekend..
Hahaha
so i will be praying...
Saying about prayers..
I do hope that Beishi can recover soon from her bleeding heart..
I have read her blog, i know what Alfred say about me, i know how Peihan defend me..
And for all these, i am really thankful..or should i say.. grateful to GOD that he has actually showered me all these good friends when i am feeling sad..
Peihan, thanks.
Beishi, jia you.
Not forgetting Angela, thanks for being my friend.
Let me post their photos. It's actually taken from Beishi's blog.
Hehe

trying to post pingping and my photos..

2006-03-24T00:47:00.000-08:00

See??!!
MY baby photos... so cute..
Well, the one on the left crawling and sitting on the chair is ME!!
The one standing and sitting on the pram is my pingping cousin.
We look so cute..
Haha

The world is cruel..

2006-03-23T21:32:00.000-08:00

Hurtful remarks.. spoken..
Tears fallen.. freely..
IT's ok.. i lwill learn to be strong.
It's ok that others hurt me..
As long as my close frds, my loved ones, my family trust me..
I will be satifised..

my cousin pingping

2006-03-23T00:11:00.000-08:00

hey hey
i have manage to scan two photos of me n pingping when we r small..
but how come i cannot upload????????
Aiyo

finally..

2006-03-23T00:09:00.000-08:00

Finally i can log in.. finally her r/s with him is over..
No more suffering for her.
Felt upset and angry over what he has done to my good frd..
How can he??...
Anyway, my frd now is recovering well
And three cheers to her!!

HELP

2006-03-16T20:55:00.000-08:00

it seem that i cant blog my thoughts in the web.. what is happening..
Anyway, i jus wan to say my eyebrow colour fade once again even after my application yesterday..
Me & pingping went yesterday and it was a quick one..however,when i reach home and cleanse my face..the colour like become very light again...
Poor me....

Going for my eyebrow appt tml..

2006-03-14T23:40:00.000-08:00

hihi, today is 15th mar.. 16th mar is a very impt day.. y?? bcos.... **Drum PLSsssss........* i am going for my eyebrow appt!!
Yes!! Finally..my colour all fade.. GONE!! o no... what happen.. how come no colour at al??
i was chatting with beishi on MSN jus now and she mentioned that i havent been doing my homework for the past few days... which is "Blogging!!""
hahah. well, i better update current affair here right now..
Well.. been a busy week for me as i am rushing my assignments. Been worrying for beishi too as she encountered some problems at work.. but i think things are getting better for her now.. and she is on her way to recovery.. **Wow..SOund SERIOUS*
Anyway, i have been writing an essay about ETHICS..
i wrote about the SLim 10 incident.. giving some personal comments on it.. well.. some people jus dun have the ethics at all. They only care about profits, money,money and $$$$$!! So what is this world coming to?? So sian of this world..
O ya!
last night my buddy good nice wonderful frd, alvin, came to my house.. to... use my printer!!
Poor him.. do not have printer at his house and got to do some last min stuff.. anyway,
he came and we chit chat while he print his doc..
He is having his exam today....** i wonder how he fares**
let me post a photo of us ..
before i forgot, calling out to beishi mei nu..... :When r we going to take a nice shot of ourselves?? didnt manage to grab u for a shot during our last gathering.. hehe
well, i think that's about it for today.. got to go back and write about my Ethics stuff again....

reply from my program manager..

2006-03-07T22:27:00.000-08:00

I have emailed her to ask her the following qn :

Hi xxxx
Just want to check for those who failed, if they did well for this optional assignment, does that means that they will be given the chance to score a better marks like credit, distinction OR jus a supplmentary pass??
For those who passed, it is optional to do the assignment,right??
Dorothy

Guess what is her reply... :
Hi dorothy,

This optional assignment is just an aid for students. The higher score of the two will be taken. The assignment score will combine with their original exam mark to determine the final grade. This assignment is not compulsory, it is your wish as in you want to do it or not.Thanks if you have any questions just ask me ok

....................................

Well well well...see . u all see that??
This kind of reply plus this kind of attitude.
Let me BOLD for all of u to see ..
She is not answering to my QUESTION!! and she say : If u have any qn, jus ask her.
WOW
i cannot ask her throught email ma??
Fine, if she wants me to ask, i will ask her straight to the point!

It's not Fair!!

2006-03-07T21:36:00.000-08:00

YEsterday the whole class received a ltr from UniSA and it stated that we are all given another chance to hand in another optional assignment for my current final grade..
Does that mean that the palargism case in our class is over?? Does that mean that for those who failed previously, if they did well for the optional assignment, they will score more than jus a PASS??
What does that mean??
If let say those failed get a F2, then now they redo the optional assignment which get full marks, does that mean that they can overwrite the F2 grade that they had previously get and get a Credit or even a distinction????!!
What about those who passed??
Only 3 out of 24 people in the class passed and one of them is me.
Does that mean that my efforts for working so hard in term 2 is all gone??
How can UniSA or rather the staff from APMI so unfair???
Failed mean fail, copy other's work is stated very clearly that u will fail immediately.
How can they now say that they review the case and decide to give those who copy or failed. That means initally a FAIl, now they might b able to get a PASS, NOT a supplmentary pass (SP)!!
I am so damn ANGRY!
This means that I ALSO have to do the optional assignment AGAIN in order to score a better mark!! if not, those who failed previously can turn out to score better than ME!
So the ethic here is : FAIRNESS!!
Is UniSA being fair to those who passed??!!!
What about those who have truely worked hard for their grades!!

.................................

my pc seem strange. the date is once again stated 7th mar instead of 8th mar which is the correct date. I have checked my pc setting and it is stated 8th mar. but how come when i posted, it become 7th mar??
Strange.......

Finish my presentation

2006-03-06T23:02:00.000-08:00

hey hey hey
i have finally finish my presentation today.. or rather, my group presentation.
But come to think of it, i am still feeling pissed off last night as no1 in my group seem to bother about the presentation!!
i do the calculations and typing, then now also i need to do the power point slides..
Wa kau...
But anyway, it's over and i am glad that i have do my best. Finishing for my assignments to be handed up tml..
Assignments assignment assignments...
Haiz..

.......

After posting i realised the date in my pc is wrong!! the date i posted this is 07 Mar 06.. hmm.. what is wrong with my pc...

TGIF

2006-03-03T00:12:00.000-08:00

It's Fri it's Fri!!
Finally, my long waited Fri has arrived!! Later we can have my gal gossip session with ABCC!!
YEappie!!
Hopefully later can snap more photos and post it out here..
Meanwhile, i will learn more thing from Beishi so that i can make my blog look more colourful and cute.. hehe

today is 1st of march

2006-02-28T22:21:00.000-08:00

WOWww.. 1st of MArch??
Did i see wrongly?
time flies... meeting my gal frds for gossip on this coming fri. so excited about it.
well... today jus another busy day of rushing my homework..
assignments assignments presentation etc..
Sian.. today nearly dozed off at class. didnt really sleep well.. bcos i had to wake up early to check group assignment..
talking about gp assign, haiz... all other classmates didnt even make the effort to contribute anything lo.. only me and the other frd doing all the sxxx.damn sian. but nvm ,it;s ok
i will learn from whatever i have done..
hehe

Start driving again after such a long time..

2006-02-28T05:05:00.000-08:00

hey hey hey...
Hehe
i started driving AGAIN after such a long time....
"count count count....123........" wow..... dun know how many mths didnt drive le..
Though today i only drove a short distance from punggol end to hougang, but well.., for me.., it's an achievement!!

Another good new is...: i got a DISTINCTION for my proj planning!!

YEAH yeah yeah...

so happy for myself... look at that happy face of mine..

haha