Moments

yesterday night i receive a call from ruishi,asking me if i am ok..
well, i told her i am ok,jus tat work is abit busy plus uncertain up to certain point. Anyway, i am coping well and i appreciate her thoughtful thoughts.. u know.. its so sweet of her to jus call and ask me if i am ok
today i receive an sms from Anqi, my close frd..
i miss her so much! long time nv hear from her.
we agree to come out next week..hopefully she will not be too busy preparing for her wedding..haha
i miss u,gal
i miss you too,ruishi
they are both my close frds...
Thanks for being there when i nid u all.

i have been receiving compliments from...

I have been receiving compliments from all my colleagues... haha
They said i have been dressing very nicely and look pretty, look sweet in all my outfits...
haha
:D
Aside to Ruishi : I have been dolling myself up..haha.i guess i began to know how to dress up ever since i start work. hoho.Thanks, u've been a great help ;)

I like this song... (heard it from ruishi's blog..)

Wo hui hao hao guo...
I know time can never turn back..
I know u r happy with her now...
I will keep u inside in my heart forever,han.

i dreamt about shihan last night..

in the dream.. i think i ask for reconilication.. but he want me to do something first before he agree for a patch back...
I told him..that he is not like tat in the past...
I cried in the dream...
i ask him to come back...
i cried.

i dreamt of shihan again last night

For these past years.. i have been dreaming about him..
i know i was in wrong at that time for not holding on tight to him..
i know it was me that i do not have the courage to be with him..
i know i was wrong...
but there is no way i can turn back time nw...
y do i always have to dream of him..
GOD wun give me a second chance to be with him le..
so y dream of him...
dun torture me...
everytime i dreamt of him, everytime i cried..
i'm sorry, Shihan..
i should have listen to you back then...
you once said : If u dun have the courage to leave him.. we will never be togther..
i'm sorry, shihan.. forgive me..